Sunday, February 8, 2009

i was just thinking about the love ones i have lost over the years and some how, i just cant forget about my grandfather...he was the one that took care of me when i was just a baby and he watched me grow up...and just when i was there for him, he left us all...leaving for a better place after many months for painful suffering.

My grandmother used to bring him over to my house and he would tell me all sorts of funny jokes. at that time it was funny but not, as i think back it was kinda lame...but i still miss it all...having to sit on the sofa and just to laugh for hours. I loved him alot and as my father has told me many stupid and funny things he did in his time. i would me laughing at everything from the lamest things to the stupid things, we both would be laughing....how i wish so much that i could just see him again and that he would tell me his stories again....and that i could tell him that i love him so much....and when i was in primary school, i would watch him get me out of situations that i had myself in. He would really help me and then once it was resolved, he would sit next to me and give my advice on how i should be when i grow up....and if i was able to talk to him, i would let him know that i am doing fine now and that schools fun as he would always ask me these 2 questions as he cares alot for me....now i really miss him and I LOVE YOU GRANDPA....

Sunday, February 08, 2009

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